When the Spark Fades, Turn Up the Voltage.

It's been awhile since I've been here.

My adventures faded for a good long while, so I could focus on my life, my work, my dramas, and my fiance.  Things have been rough.  I'm alive, though, and we have made it through.

A big reason I stepped away from this, is I couldn't seem to get a good focus on it.  Waaas I writing about...instructional bondage?  Lessons?  Kinky fiction?  Comics?  Tales from our bedroom?  Life as a switch?  Every time I wrote something, it felt like it didn't fit or flow.  I'm sure you'll agree if you go through the past entries.  I'm leaving them up for the sake of interest, but I need this to be free-er (ha).

This is not a porn site.  I'm not the sort who likes to entertain for free.  Actually, I do, but not you random fucks.  Sometimes I'm a Mistress, and sometimes I'm a sub.  I am not ashamed of either.  What I would like this space to be in the future is just - a place to read about the life, smile, laugh, and be inspired.  Don't hold me to that, though, because my interests and habits change as fast as any other A.D.D. chick.

So what's new with me?  After a very long, kinkless spell, and a veritable ocean of self-doubts and questions, my Master and I are dipping our toes right back into that sexy pool of D/s.  I am going to have to come down off my controlling pedestal and submit, at a pace that doesn't crash us into a wall again.  I'm going to have to work on trust, and He is going to have to work on some things, too.  Hopefully, some day soon, I'll get to tie up and beat someone again!

Okay, consider yaselves updated, kittens.  Maitresse will talk to you later, but hopefully not AS later.

-MK